Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Chapter 2

Pt. 2

"Pregnant" was the only word heard when Maria's physical had been finished. The pale man just sat and looked at the results.

"I am shocked and upset with you Ms. Star" scolded the pale man, whose face seemed only colder and paler in the strange examining room lights. "They wouldn't let me administer birth control to teenagers, they said it would be a bad idea, but now look what is going to happen." he continued.

"I never meant for this to happen" sobbed Maria Star, the oldest of the girls on the mission. "This never should of happened, I lost my head, my life is ruined". She was bawling now, getting more and more upset as the idea of giving birth sunk in on her.

"Silence Maria, everything will be fine." The man snapped back, the cold confidence in his voice hushed the sobbing girl. "We have enough life support now that Francis is dead, we can support another crew member. Plus, we could use another helping hand around here." he followed.

"Can I break the news to the other crew members?" asked Maria. The tears in her eyes were done pouring, and just sat in suspension on her cheek. Waiting to either drip off, or be wiped away. She opened her mouth slightly to say something, but couldn't muster the might.

"I assume you want the father to know before everyone else. That will be fine, as long as I don't have to say anything to anyone. I am a scientist, not a guidance councilor." The pale man had guessed correctly, Maria thought about the names they'd call her, the whispers in the mess hall, the utter shock and disbelief of everyone on the ship.

The pale man made a note in his paperwork and simply left the cool examining room. Maria simply cried, not that she was sad she was going to be a mother, but about raising a child in this terrible black abyss, when she was nothing but a child herself.

About a half an hour later, Maria had gained her composure and decided to tell the father of her child. She was going to call him out of his quarters and just tell him without any delay. That was the plan of course, plans of this nature rarely go through as intended.

"I love you" blasted out of Maria's mouth the moment she was confronted with the face that had been lingering in her mind for the past three months. He was shocked and looked dumbfounded. "Do you remember that night we had, together after Francis died?" was all she could ask to break the silence.

"Of course, what's wrong? Are you pregnant?" He had seen enough teenage mellow dramas to know what was coming next. Although the scene in front of him was playing out like a bad TV show, he could see an opaque layer of glass separating him from Maria, and it seemed that a commercial break was not far off.

"No, of course not. You worry too much Topher" She boldly lied. Shot down the blatantly obvious question without any hesitation. A moment of awkward silence came about and Topher waited for a response, with a half confused half worried look on his face. "Actually, that was a lie. I, I don't know why I said that. I am pregnant, very pregnant. Well I guess I'm no more pregnant than any other woman three months in." She was rambling.

"It's ok Maria. Everything is going to be alright" He comforted her, but he could not comfort himself. The truth was, that was a lie too. He was completely stupefied and could hardly comfort her with a clear conscience. However, he knew he had to be there for her, regardless of how bleak he thought the future was. He hugged her and shut his eyes tight. Trying to block out the fierce reality.

"It's a boy, apparently. At least that's what the tests said." She paused. "And I want to name him Chael... is that alright?" She meekly spoke, almost muffled by their intimate embrace.

"Perfect" he uttered, as tears of joy and fear drizzled into his mouth. It was the last either of them would speak for the rest of the night.

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Monday, May 02, 2005

Chapter 2

Part 1

"Francis Edwards, was our dear friend and comrade during this mission and he will be wonderfully missed by everyone here. May he find his true calling in the next life" Were the last words said by the Pale man before the ashes of Francis were left to drift in the vast void of space. Then there was silence upon the entire crew, someone then simply said:

"Amen" And everyone filed out of the meeting quarters to their personal area or to the lounge. A somber feeling of doubt and sadness was laid thick across the crew, like smog across a metropolitan sky.

"I can't believe Francis killed himself only 3 years after we left earth. It's like his death took a nail file to everyone's rawest nerve. Everyone is either on edge, or depressed." Mused a petite blonde girl, as she slowly walked into the lounge with a male crew member.

They sat at the closest sofa and both tried to relax. The couch was comfortable, that wasn't the problem. The problem was the death of one of their best friends and it was putting pressure on the already daunting mission.

"We've been through a lot in the past 3 years, and it has taken a toll on all of us." Replied the girl's male counter part. "Francis couldn't handle the situations and the homesick feeling, that is all" he added.

"Not to mention the claustrophobia, boredom and loneliness." added the girl. She kind of slouched her shoulders as she spoke, making it all too apparent she had felt the exact same way Francis did. "I thought about suicide too, a few times actually, but I was always more afraid of death than the mission ahead of us. That's what kept me alive".

The boy simply smiled wearily and said "I hate hearing you talk like that you know."
"I know, I hate it too" She replied "But it is so strange and confusing out here, it gets depressing. So cold, so emtpy, no soul at all, nothing but..." her rambling was caught mid sentence with a hasty kiss. A electric moment of melancholy wonderment was what the two needed. A purely human moment, when everything around them was cold and robotic.

A strange silence grew as the kisser's lips slowly parted and was only stunted by:
"I'm sorry" from the boy, who saw some inappropriateness in what he had just done. The apology did not receive a reply, just a reaction. The young girl grabbed her new found lover by the collar and resumed the kiss. This was received with shock from the boy, but wasn't met with any resistance.

The sloppy kissing of the sheltered young crew members, had reached a point of pure excitement, a new realm of feeling for the two. The young lady, aroused by this new discovery of human interaction, quickly fled the lounge. Exiting to her room, with the boy in tow, she shut the door behind her. Where they would stay for the remainder of the evening.

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